I’m not a regular mom..

I’m not a regular mom..

Some days I really fucking hate moming. I hate saying that I hate it because I'm not supposed to or I shouldn't. But I do. I know how amazing my daughter is, she is the light of my life. But holy god can this child test my very last nerve... like the literal last one. [...]

One Year A Warrior.

One Year A Warrior.

I've been having a hard time starting this. Mostly because my emotions are so mixed and crazy when I think about all the chaos going on this time last year. December 2017 was like the worst of my life and a blur and I just don't know what to say except thank you God. There [...]

Baby Bump Vibes πŸ€žπŸΌπŸ’™πŸ’˜

Today is a very important day, all your good vibes and prayers are appreciated greatly. Two of my very best friends are trying to become parents and are doing a natural transfer at 10am! It has been a very rough road over the past several years, and I am sure I only know a small [...]

Holidazeee

I have trashed and rewritten this post so many times - I haven't really been too sure what to say about everything and honesty some days the things I wrote were full of resentment (justified but still) and others they just didn't make sense because I think I actually have redbull pulsing through my veins [...]

Home sweet home.

What a whirlwind of a week. I don't know where to start, everything has been a blur. Over the last month Riley, who I thought was having belly problems and difficulty with her formula, slowly but surely began drinking less at each feeding. I guess mid last week I noticed she was also screaming and [...]