The Comeback Kid

Hi guys here's a piece by my second guest author - Gillian! I met Gill a few years ago while she was moving into a friends / going crazy with Christmas decorations in the best way! Though we don't know each other that well- I will always remember how sweet she was when Riley was [...]

C is for ..

Connect. Idiots. ๐Ÿ˜‚ And also Chris Brown. I was scrolling through my Facebook feed over the last couple days, watching as other people reflected on the past year and some, the past decade. I briefly reflected back on the last year by posting a bunch of pictures on my Instagram story, ๐Ÿฅด but I very [...]

Donโ€™t fucking 302 Me.

30. Probably my most difficult year. Every year has it's ups and downs, but 30 really put me through the ringer mentally, and some days definitely still suck a lot, but here I am writing again (begrudgingly, thank you autorenew lmao) and trying to pull myself from a sometimes crippling depression. This isn't a give [...]

One Year A Warrior.

One Year A Warrior.

I've been having a hard time starting this. Mostly because my emotions are so mixed and crazy when I think about all the chaos going on this time last year. December 2017 was like the worst of my life and a blur and I just don't know what to say except thank you God. There [...]

My therapist said Iโ€™m an asshole.

I tell Naz to give me a few days before I agree to get on the plane, I say I need to get the apartment packed up (half cleaned sorry Derek) but really I still have a little money left over and a part of me that wants to die. But the day has arrived [...]

Cha-cha-changes. ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿผ

Last April our psychiatric department closed at one of the hospitals โ€“ this alone did not mean a ton for me work wise as most of my time was spent at the CRC (crisis response center), but it was definitely the start of some major changes. At the time I was per diem working anywhere [...]

Baby Bump Vibes ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’˜

Today is a very important day, all your good vibes and prayers are appreciated greatly. Two of my very best friends are trying to become parents and are doing a natural transfer at 10am! It has been a very rough road over the past several years, and I am sure I only know a small [...]