Graveyards.

I stand in front of her headstone - its huge, close to four feet and only slighter shorter than me. My dad sort of squats beside me, wrapping his arms tightly around most of my upper body - any tighter and my whole body will probably make a cute little crunch sound. My 3 year [...]

Donโ€™t fucking 302 Me.

30. Probably my most difficult year. Every year has it's ups and downs, but 30 really put me through the ringer mentally, and some days definitely still suck a lot, but here I am writing again (begrudgingly, thank you autorenew lmao) and trying to pull myself from a sometimes crippling depression. This isn't a give [...]

One Year A Warrior.

One Year A Warrior.

I've been having a hard time starting this. Mostly because my emotions are so mixed and crazy when I think about all the chaos going on this time last year. December 2017 was like the worst of my life and a blur and I just don't know what to say except thank you God. There [...]

Baby Bump Vibes ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’˜

Today is a very important day, all your good vibes and prayers are appreciated greatly. Two of my very best friends are trying to become parents and are doing a natural transfer at 10am! It has been a very rough road over the past several years, and I am sure I only know a small [...]

Holidazeee

I have trashed and rewritten this post so many times - I haven't really been too sure what to say about everything and honesty some days the things I wrote were full of resentment (justified but still) and others they just didn't make sense because I think I actually have redbull pulsing through my veins [...]